someone saw my cut today. I panicked when she asked what happened. I made a lie about falling. I didn't mean to  have this withdrawal, but it comes with the healing processes. 


So anyways, i thought today I would be lonely after school, but i had a good time. I don't wish to go to school tomorrow. AND i don't mean to start drama, but my ex use to love starting it, so its a habit to me. I found a letter I was going to give to him when we were dating, I couldn't get myself to open it. So its just there in my backpack. Um i think i should stop eating lunch again, or pretend like i eat it, b/c i always need to cool my stomach down after I eat, and I don't want to bring juice to school anymore. -_-

There's this guy in my 5th period and he always buys me food .. its weird. He stopped for like two weeks, and when I started to talk to this other guy(who is adorable) b/c his only friend left to another school, he starts buying me things again. He wants my V..

I know I usually don't talk like this, but my mind is clear today, except at the assembly we had to at school today, they guy I sat next to was really nice, and we sang Justin Biebers 'As long as you love me' together. haha

What else is there to say, I don't like half of the girl friends I have at school, at my R.O.P class(after school class) I usually hang out with a lot of guys and today their topic was on girls, great right? -_- And this guy was getting all touchy -.- it made me uncomfortable.

Well bye~ 

these two are TOO adorable