I felt horrible today. I was criticized so much for wearing a long sleeved shirts and pants, because I usually don't dress like this. How long has it been since some on noticed. I really wish no one did, because when I went home and took a shower, they still stared. My legs get hot fast, and when my neck is hot, I feel nauseous, so they didn't understand, I started to cut again. I mean my memories are back, it going to take longer for me to "forget" them again. I wish I could tell you my secret memory, but its too much for me to talk about it. It was just a hard/fun day for me. Thankfully I'm going to Lancaster, so no one will be asking questions about my long sleeves.