"A well dressed man is more attractive to me than a shirtless man with a six pack." 

oh fuck yes to this ^^ I mean come on. I just going to say that and Happy New Years, or eve, whatever floats your boat. I told y'all but I don't really write a lot when I'm at home, and I messed up my space button, so it's funny. 

well my new years eve will be spent baby sitting, and I don't even care. two years ago i spent it alone, and last year it was alone, but I was watching bridezilla with my sister, sorta. we were watching the same show, just in different cities. only if i had a friend I could do that with, but like we were webcaming at the same time so it would be cute. 

their CD, Kpop for lovers, is PERFECT. only if i had a boyfriend who liked remixed, not necessarily kpop, but was okay with it. But yeah this CD is dope, haha, never using that word again. 

Let's talk about these kids I'm going to babysit, one is 14, one is 10 or 9, and the other is 3, i think. but the freakin' 14 year old is ugh, he always ask me if I'm dating someone (and i lie saying yes). but my dad said that if i babysit them then i'd be able to handle them. i mean i grew up with boys, they call me the "Queen" at my house, no lie, my family always says, "the queen woke up, the queen is hungry, blah blah." but i really wanted to do something this year, I could last minute bail out if someone asks me to go with them, b/c my mom can babysit them, but ugh. i need friends, and sorta, its sad to say this, but i'm getting use to the loneliness again, only one person was able to take me away from this "feeling" twice, but i don't want to go to that person again, although janga at 3 am in the morning is fun.