So my stomach was hurting, because of the coffee, and I started to cry because of my brother and sister, so I ate donuts and threw up. 
Anyways, I'm a teenager and their adults sorta, they're in their early twenties, very young, but they're growing up, and it's scaring me. We are a close knit family, we've almost always been together, except for when I lived apart from my sibling growing up sorta, then my sister was gone for a while and my brother also, but my memory is bad. They are getting real jobs and are starting to be real adults. And that's what scares me, what about me, what if they leave, my father always use to say that if one of them leaves it would be a big help, well not in a bad way, sorta, but like less of an energy bill, water bill, blah. I just don't want them to leave and forget me. Okay this is really hard to right. I mean yeah, peer pressure has gotten to me, I want an iPhone... Hey maybe if they start to forget about me and feel the need to make it up to me they'll buy me a new phone, I have a rumor touch, sure I love it, I just want to be a brat. I can only be sad and in a daze for so long before I try to start actually trying to be happy again. 
Some one send me the book Pride and Prejudice, i want to read it. 
I really feel like should talk about something else, umm.. I start a new semester in two days
I know mt grades for the first one

Geometry - B

Psychology - B

Anatomy/Physiology - B 

Drama 1 - A

U.S. History - C

English - A

I fucking hate C's and anything lower then them, it was a stupid 79.2% 1 percent AWAY, or like 0.8%.

this gif represents me, right now.