So my weekend so far, it was pretty normal so a shut-in like me, haha. It’s been a while since I stayed all day at church, some of the girls even invited me to the movies, but I was like, I want to see Mama with my brother, and yes, I’ll have to pay, but thankfully I have gift-card.

Okay so I don’t usually have money to spend for fun, I guess you can say. My money usually saved, or spent right away for things I need, I went to the bank to get quarter so I could do laundry and I had $40, which only about $5 I could spend on like junk food. So I took a twenty and bought myself some chips and my mom a soda, b/c she was the only one home, I was wearing sorta new clothes, and put my $18(I know my exact money) in my pocket and walked home, went straight to doing putting a load of clothes down stairs so I could do laundry, then changed, started cleaning my room, b/c this place was soo messy I couldn’t find a pencil if I dropped it. Then fixed my project and noticed I didn’t put my money away, and I found out I lost 18 buck, which ten was for a haircut. And my hair is dead, so I have to wait another week to get a haircut.

Oh I’m looking for a job, and I have to start learning how to drive. I’m going to have to learn how to drive because in my house when you graduate high school, you get a used car as a gift. I know, I know I always complain how I don’t have money, but this is a gift from my grandparents. I DON’T WANT TO DRIVE!!!!! It’s scary.

Oh and about the job I think it’s unfair, when my sister and brother were in high school my dad didn’t want them to have a job, then again, they had an easier life growing up them me. But my sister was like “blah blah blah blah blah blah, mercy needs a job, blah blah blah blah” and my dad was like “yes, but weekends only” UGH not to be rude, but I’m the only person in my house that actually learning something they never did b/c it was too hard. My father was way more lenient on my other siblings; they got a C in class -> WOAH PARTY HERE’S 50000 bucks. I get a C in class (even the hardest class, & I’m telling them that I’m struggling with) -> taking away your laptop, phone, you can’t have any fun, and I’m going to yell at you for three hours.  Rude, right? Then again my dad wasn’t around that much back them and always sleeping, he’s scarier now sorta, well when he doesn’t get his “fix” I guess you can it, he is an asshole. And back then all he did was sleep, and I was always wishing he would come home when I went to school, b/c … I can’t even remember now.

OHHH let’s talk about my brother, he’s a dick.

Next, lets talks about my school life.

1^st period, Geometry.

It’s my second year in geometry, and I have an A and the whole class period I’m either on tumblr or reading. I take notes b/c their counted as a grade and the only time I do listen is when I know the class doesn’t know that he is talking about and I raise my hand to make everyone thing I’m smart. There are a lot of freshmen in this class and it’s annoying. I think the teacher knows I’m on my phone. I have only one person in that class that I talk to, so it’s pretty lame since all she wants to do is talk bad about people, ask why I’m not in a relationship with this one guy, and fashion. I can only care for so long about two of those things. Eh

You know what I really don’t want to talk about the rest. I’ll do it maybe later. Kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk(my love Seungri~)