I'm trying, I really am, but it's hard when you don't have anyone to talk to. I don't want this blog to be mostly depressing events about my life. I wanted there to happy moments I can spend with you guys, but as I get older it;s getting harder. I've always been the 'baby' sure that's no excuse, but getting things handed to you your whole life, then they're making you just become a grown up, no its hard. Yes you had to go through it and you want us to go through it, but can't you just help, be the bigger person and help us with the things you had to go through. Not just letting us suffer because you had to.  If you met me you'd think I was fun, happy all the time, and shy. I just am a normal teenager with problems people don't understand.
Okay, well I have a friend who's name I can't write or spell, but he's a cool kid and just to act okay around him I ate so much shit today, you don't even understand. I thought he was dating this one girl, so I decided to have some fun, but their just really close and I guess I'm ruining their 'closeness', but let's be serious, if they were that close, nothing would be able to go in-between them.