so I'm doing that thing again when I touch my bangs a lot in anger. And I lost control of some of my emotions and I had to calm myself down. So I did my nails, it didn't help at all. So I got the person most special to him and drew all over her face. I started to cry a lot. It isn't my fault, I'm an unstable person and people don't really know that. I can't like someone, because I need to be reassured a lot, but don't want a clingy,I need to talk to you every two minutes relationship. Worse thing is I don't even know this girl and she's been in my dreams with him. I accidentally thought of him when asked for a random name...
Oh yeah and I got a new partner for Disc Golf, its awkward cuz he as the same name as my friend. And i actually have to pretend like i like this partner, my last ones were all stupid, and didn't even know what to do.