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Right after snack, or a break we have before my school's 4th period, this kid I know was waiting for me, so I was going to walk him to class because I can be late to my 4th period, but he turns around and said "I can be late, also." Then walks me to class (¬‿¬) I know I said some other stuff and ugh. Okay so this runs in my family (with the girls only) we become nurses, RN's to be exact, and we date/marry younger guys. I've always liked guys older than me and have want to be something way different. So this 'kid' is only about a few months younger than me, but he is the sweetest, I've been just texting him and wow, I want to hug him like every three seconds. I know I have been obessening over that other guy but I think change is good. 

It’s been a while since we've met
Your face looks good

You got prettier, you were always beautiful in my eyes

You look especially a bit cold

Your eyes that look at me are filled with pity

In front of you, I seem smaller

Though I had so much I wanted to ask you

Your long hair flowing

You turn away and left right away

But today you look a bit different

I tried to be fine, trying to change the subject

You cut me off right away

As it hit my cheek and passed away

If I try to catch you here, would that be too ridiculous?

-Monster by Big Bang (Korean Version)

I only put that in there because I can.

I'll talk more about those two people, in dept hopefully later on.

I never wanted to be in the same room as her, yet as see her from far away. I expected the first time I saw her near him, while I was with him, was to cry. I felt like that, I just wanted to leave. But I met her, I wanted to punch her and asked him a million questions about how life is with her around. Obviously with how things are, we haven't talk about it. I caught her smiling at him and he did the same exact thing back, I wanted to cry. Sure just saying you two are friends around me might seem better, but I know exactly what is going on and its killing me. I can't function right anymore. That feeling I got when I saw you two together is killing me. He doesn't care about me, why can't I get that through my head. I constantly forget that and think that he might soften up to me, but its just because we are friends, maybe not the closest, but we're friends. I just want him to care about me, like how he does with her. He might just be a guy, but I haven't cared for anyone in such a long time like how I do with you. 

Sorry guys, but I just really wish I could tell him this, and maybe more. But I know that she will always have first place in his heart and it kills me a bit, because she doesn't care about him like that and I just have to stand there and be the supporting friend.

So i was listening to "That XX" by G-Dragon, and "Ugly" by 2NE1 and I just started crying badly.

Sorry, but I just started to laugh at the fact, no one in my house noticed. I'm in my room, with the door open, the light on and my body faced toward the open door. and i ain't even trying to hide anything.

I'm trying, I really am, but it's hard when you don't have anyone to talk to. I don't want this blog to be mostly depressing events about my life. I wanted there to happy moments I can spend with you guys, but as I get older it;s getting harder. I've always been the 'baby' sure that's no excuse, but getting things handed to you your whole life, then they're making you just become a grown up, no its hard. Yes you had to go through it and you want us to go through it, but can't you just help, be the bigger person and help us with the things you had to go through. Not just letting us suffer because you had to.  If you met me you'd think I was fun, happy all the time, and shy. I just am a normal teenager with problems people don't understand.
Okay, well I have a friend who's name I can't write or spell, but he's a cool kid and just to act okay around him I ate so much shit today, you don't even understand. I thought he was dating this one girl, so I decided to have some fun, but their just really close and I guess I'm ruining their 'closeness', but let's be serious, if they were that close, nothing would be able to go in-between them.

Travis, Mark, and Tom <3

so I'm doing that thing again when I touch my bangs a lot in anger. And I lost control of some of my emotions and I had to calm myself down. So I did my nails, it didn't help at all. So I got the person most special to him and drew all over her face. I started to cry a lot. It isn't my fault, I'm an unstable person and people don't really know that. I can't like someone, because I need to be reassured a lot, but don't want a clingy,I need to talk to you every two minutes relationship. Worse thing is I don't even know this girl and she's been in my dreams with him. I accidentally thought of him when asked for a random name...
Oh yeah and I got a new partner for Disc Golf, its awkward cuz he as the same name as my friend. And i actually have to pretend like i like this partner, my last ones were all stupid, and didn't even know what to do.

So I saw this thing on tumblr and I can't find the link thing, but this is what it says:

"Have you ever read something that killed you inside? Like a text message or someone's status. Everything was going find until you accidentally came across something you didn't want to read. Or found out something you were better off not knowing. It's almost as if it was posted just to purposely hurt you. But you constantly read it over and over again to torture yourself. It sucks how one little thing can ruin your whole day."

I have to credit this. But yeah, I feel bad, remember, he doesn't care about me. So why should I?

I'm being serious, though. I have to redo my lipstick every like 20 minutes wtf. And I didn't even want to put make-up on UGH. >.<!!! and these cups are white.

I'm fucking happy i don't have to wear make-up everyday.

I just made myself feel worse... But it's hard to ignore someone right away, that you actually care for, but I can do this! All i need is time and a very good lie. UGH, I made a NEW twitter, have I talked about it, well here -> Lady Ji. as to why i made another one, I just need to yell sometimes and this blog doesn't work on my phone so, i use that one sometimes.

*Reminds self* he doesn't care!

I'm listening to Epik High, and have you seen my Panda's new show? He's so adorable.

UUGH those bitches! He's MY friend, I've never been like this, but gosh if she talks to me once, I will cut a hoe, and the other one. I just need her help until 3rd quarter then I'm done with her and she can find new friends. I know in the end I might be the bad person, BUT how hard is it to say, "I need your help." I want to yell and get new friends. Today I was in a bad mood, but then again when am I in a good one?

So my weekend so far, it was pretty normal so a shut-in like me, haha. It’s been a while since I stayed all day at church, some of the girls even invited me to the movies, but I was like, I want to see Mama with my brother, and yes, I’ll have to pay, but thankfully I have gift-card.

Okay so I don’t usually have money to spend for fun, I guess you can say. My money usually saved, or spent right away for things I need, I went to the bank to get quarter so I could do laundry and I had $40, which only about $5 I could spend on like junk food. So I took a twenty and bought myself some chips and my mom a soda, b/c she was the only one home, I was wearing sorta new clothes, and put my $18(I know my exact money) in my pocket and walked home, went straight to doing putting a load of clothes down stairs so I could do laundry, then changed, started cleaning my room, b/c this place was soo messy I couldn’t find a pencil if I dropped it. Then fixed my project and noticed I didn’t put my money away, and I found out I lost 18 buck, which ten was for a haircut. And my hair is dead, so I have to wait another week to get a haircut.

Oh I’m looking for a job, and I have to start learning how to drive. I’m going to have to learn how to drive because in my house when you graduate high school, you get a used car as a gift. I know, I know I always complain how I don’t have money, but this is a gift from my grandparents. I DON’T WANT TO DRIVE!!!!! It’s scary.

Oh and about the job I think it’s unfair, when my sister and brother were in high school my dad didn’t want them to have a job, then again, they had an easier life growing up them me. But my sister was like “blah blah blah blah blah blah, mercy needs a job, blah blah blah blah” and my dad was like “yes, but weekends only” UGH not to be rude, but I’m the only person in my house that actually learning something they never did b/c it was too hard. My father was way more lenient on my other siblings; they got a C in class -> WOAH PARTY HERE’S 50000 bucks. I get a C in class (even the hardest class, & I’m telling them that I’m struggling with) -> taking away your laptop, phone, you can’t have any fun, and I’m going to yell at you for three hours.  Rude, right? Then again my dad wasn’t around that much back them and always sleeping, he’s scarier now sorta, well when he doesn’t get his “fix” I guess you can it, he is an asshole. And back then all he did was sleep, and I was always wishing he would come home when I went to school, b/c … I can’t even remember now.

OHHH let’s talk about my brother, he’s a dick.

Next, lets talks about my school life.

1^st period, Geometry.

It’s my second year in geometry, and I have an A and the whole class period I’m either on tumblr or reading. I take notes b/c their counted as a grade and the only time I do listen is when I know the class doesn’t know that he is talking about and I raise my hand to make everyone thing I’m smart. There are a lot of freshmen in this class and it’s annoying. I think the teacher knows I’m on my phone. I have only one person in that class that I talk to, so it’s pretty lame since all she wants to do is talk bad about people, ask why I’m not in a relationship with this one guy, and fashion. I can only care for so long about two of those things. Eh

You know what I really don’t want to talk about the rest. I’ll do it maybe later. Kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk(my love Seungri~)

I want to make another very long, no point, post.  BUT not today, sorry. 

Look at all the fucks I give, look what little fucks I give,

Look how many fucks I give, look what little fucks I give,

Look how many fucks I give, look at all the girls I fuck.

-G-Dragon

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GO GO NOW AND WATCH AND LISTEN AND LOVE!

p.s. i wish Dara did my dishes

this bitch thinks she can just up and call me, no YOU BEST BE THINKING ABOUT SOMEONE ELSE, you have to text me first then call, or else my anxiety comes out and I panic.

Have I told you guys my age? I'm old enough to a job, but not drink.  Bitch.  Bubble Bubble Bubble POP! anyways I just had some tea, I guess, or special tea. Anyway yeah. Have you guys heard of the Youtuber Madilyn Bailey? Anyways, she sings good. I don't like pizza and have an obsession with chicken.  THAT XX(or Motherfucker)! So snoop dog did a song with Jinusean a long time ago and I wish I was i London, I don't want to go back to school UGH`DON"T STOP THIS FEELING, this is taking a while for me write, sorry I keep getting distracted by my dog.

LOOK AT HER! I'm going to tell you guys her name, Mary-Jane, but NOT B?C OF THE DRUG >:OOO but after spider man's girl, b/c when she was learning how to walk she would hurt herself by jumping off high places that no one knows how she got there or, by running into walls like me and I would say "I'll save you Mary-Jane" oh and that cookie is my dinner and my dad now thinks i'm on a diet, isn't cookies fattening? SHE KILL MY EGO~~~ I need some soda, I asked my sister to give buy me some and she went out with her friend to go see the new movie MAMA... 

I have to contently remind myself that I am, in fact, not special to him. I had a dream I angrily text-ed someone (LOVE DOVEY is now the current song i'm listening to) and  well I wanted to tell him something all day and then I as finally going to tell him, but he stopped texting me and i was like a sing from the heavens and I'm glad I didn't. B/c in the morning I noticed I was going to be wrong anyway and maybe he did want to text me but no I have to remember I'm not special to him. Fantastic BABY~

Oh god when GD said "look at all the girls I fucked" in the muggler thingy, GOD I wish he was a big dick instead of a big ego. and when he said "I'm going to make you scream tonight." at the GDA awards I sorta forget about the small dick and big ego and just imagine its the other way around. 

I know, I know this is from "That XX," but no lie I just opened tumblr, b/c i don't the infinite (H[only for those who like Kpop]) scroll thingy so I go to the next page and this popped up HA url: "Bigbang-imnida" follow me  

I'm doing a giveaway, BUT only for followers 

and before I leave I'm listing to K.will's please don't BESTS SONG + MV!

I don't like hot-dogs and if you ask my family what type of food I eat a lot of its chicken and rice (all types).
These two girls from different periods tried to show me up, and I'm just like BITCH I being nice and asked them if: in 2nd period the girl wanted to hang out with MY group because for this whole week we have subs and were not doing ANYTHING, and 6th period this other girl came in late and I wanted to know if she wanted to be in MY group. I UGH this is why i need to go see a doctor, so I don't slap a bitch. I don't want to go into it, but I think I should stop being nice.
So after school use to be cool, but this guy I hang out with now is getting to close to me, and was asking me all these personal, uncomfortable questions... and I wanted to go say hi to cousin, like I usually do, and he was like "WHY?! who is he?!" and I was like WTF? so I left until my ROP class started, sorry for the stupidness, but I only have 10 mins to write this thing
BYE

have you guys seen Teen Top's 향수뿌리지마 or No more perfume on you ... I don't know the English translation of it, I think that's what it is. Anyways my conclusion is if he has an iPhone and text around you he's cheating. Any if you're going to cheat like that, give the girls both the same type of perfume. Haha just kidding, but I wouldn't be able to tell my boyfriend is cheating on my like that ... well its weird, I can't really well nice perfume or even body spray sometimes, because my nose is sensitive. 

I guess this is enough for today or this week, Oh and I don't like SNSD's new song, it be lame.

I know most of you are judging me, but don't put like 8 songs into one, and aegyo plus rap? no.

Some girl in my 2nd period was singing me a love song in Korean and I didn't have the heart to tell her she was saying "사랑해" or I love you, wrong. And the a girl in my 4th period tried out for SM. WHY? well at least she won't be close to my Seungri-oppa. He is mine. I don't mean to be writing a   little, but I've had to much on my mind and I just want to clear my head.

I haven't been adding gifs, and this scared me the fist time I saw it.

its getting harder for me to actually smile.

the only thing that has made me feel good, is thinking that on tumblr she might only have like 30 follower. I have 120. I know a little, but I don't try hard, b/c i feel if more people who know I have a tumblr, they will know things about me. It scares me.

the only problem for me is I can't go out and get some alone time, or even have friends who want to go out with me. But I feel the need that I really need to talk to someone, but not weekends.

i need headphones ... like badly. I go insane without music. umm...Everything just seems more annoying without music. And I'm going to have to go back to the schedule of coming home at 5:30 and on Saturday I will have an auto class. yay! But that one time I helped the history club with before class seemed cool... SHALL I JOIN A CLUB?
Fuck I don't  get any sleep w/out headphones. 

my neck hurts and earlier I couldn't hear through my right ear, it was funny/sad. and this gif is perfect

ugh, why why why why?
 I was very calm yesterday, I mean if you can't act like everything is okay and there isn't a stick up your ass then speak up and be a man. In my family you learn how to find your feelings and pretend everything is good or just leave. I get mad/jealous VERY quickly, but I know its reasonable for the other side of the argument to tell their part before I get all caught up and make assumptions. 
I just, I don't want to go too much intro this so I'll say it very generalized sorta, a girl knows I like this person, but not really like but yeah, and she does everything to bug me about it. Normal teenager crap, right? Well I was like whatever b/c its just a crush, they go by quickly and it's only high school it's not like I'm ever going to tell this guy anything or wish for anything, but UGH she just went over board the past few weeks and yesterday I lost it. sure I was sick and should have stayed home, but I started this, and truthfully I know this whole situation is my fault, but I'm very, you know, I forgot the word. Just maybe what I did yesterday went a little too far, but I like being right.
And this whole this with me deleting my twitter and Facebook, I needed to. There was cyber bullying or bad things. I just thought what I was doing online could make an obsession with needing to know what people are doing and how I use to be such an outgoing person how and it got ruined. I was traumatized I can't do normal stuff, like white cars bother me, after that guy started to follow me all the time. But we won't go into that.

I just wanted to say write it isn't your fault i deleted my facebook and twitter, I just need time away from all this and I don't feel good, emotionally, knowing that I should have never come between what you two had. 
(sometimes I wish I could a certain person to read this blog, but he has more important things like her, and his college life.)

sorry this is messy and makes no sense, but I need things off my chest and i'll probably explain most of these things later on.

so here is a gif of TOP, my baby.

FANDOMS COMING TOGETHER FOR BLOCK B! 
So let's talk about this, I mean I really wish the best for them, but we all saw what happened with TVXQ. And they took off 'Block B' on their twitter. As a VIP having to go through the rumors and fear of a disbandment is something we've gone through. Thankfully we were able to get past that, and our boys had a comeback, but we can't expect anything soon. 
___
i made this post about 2 days ago, well the part above this, did i tell you i deleted with my twitter and facebook. I don't have a real reason why.  I just needed to get away from some people for a while. I'm sick right now and it sucks. and my head hurts and yeah yeah. whatever

fuck he left me all hot and breathing hard. I'll tell you about it later.

I HAD A DREAM AND I WAS FLYING ... haha no. But seriously I'm in love with the song "I Want You Back" by Khalil Fong. 

So last night I had a dream where the guy I liked was walking me home, take note I usually walk home by myself, if I don't get a ride home or have after school classes that day. But we we're laughing and he held my hand out of nowhere (and that's pretty normal between us) then I just started to laugh and held onto his arm and leaned my head on his shoulder and he put his on my, while we're walking to my apartment and it was all cute and fuckin' fluffy. I just CAN'T anymore, I want to cry i really like cute things but can't handle them well!!!!! I woke up all happy and took a shower in peace while humming. I don't know what to think, I mean the dream was more cornier and i woke up when we got to my stairs. I just want to go live in a cave

We both know what it looks like he's doing...

Did i tell you how much I love Fun.'s Some Nights Intro? Did I ever tell you how I always get a little bit of sleep? And I usually lie to a lot of people. I wear make-up, but only under my eyes, because my of bags. And coffee has no effect on me, it's pretty sad. I woke up and had to clean. UGH I don't know what to do, but I'm leaving again yay

I'm really sleepy so i'll tell you one thing that bothers me.
When people send text and i feel know that they are sending other people the same text, its bothersome, am I not that important  And when they tell you something then text or tell the text person they see or whatever. 

BANG

I have really nice clothes, I just don’t think anyone’s worth the time, okay well there is this one guy, but he won’t notice. I know, haha, I don’t, we talk, but we don’t “talk.” I mean, the last few I’ve been wearing nice clothes, I mean I LOOK HOT. I don’t want to be conceded, but guys that were waaaay older than me, wanted me. Okay I don’t want to talk about that, I ate a lot today~ making the lonely feeling go away.

Okay let’s talk about the guy I have feelings for, UGH I hate him! Being all cute and making me smile, FACE! I don’t want to talk about him, why WHY? I know I say this a lot but things would be way easier for me what if I didn’t like anyone.

I want to write, but about what!!!!

-there’s a long break here I’m looking for questions-

[x] My fingernails/toenails are almost always painted. cuz it would like i don't have any

[] During the summer pretty much the only shoes I wear are flip flops. i'm usually inside xD

[] My favorite toy as a child were Barbies/Bratz. nope didn't have a childhood.

[x] My favorite color is pink or purple. purple and black

[] I did Gymnastics.

[x] I love skirts. yeah

[] Hollister is one my favorite places to shop.

[] Tight jeans are the only jeans I'll wear.

[] I love chocolate. 

 TOTAL SO FAR: 3

  

[x] My hair is mostly always straightened. 

[x] I usually go shopping once a week.

[] I love to hang out with friends.

[x] I have a piece of real diamond jewelry.

[] I've gone to a tanning salon.

[] I've gone to the beach to tan 

[x] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes. 

[] I watch Gossip Girl.

[] I change my profile picture weekly.

[] I wear a shower cap. 

 TOTAL SO FAR:  7

[] I would NEVER set foot into Hot Topic.

[] My cell phone might as well become a part of me.

[] I wear mascara everyday.

[] Bathing suits are adorable.

[] I don't know the difference between a sheep and a goat.

[] Big sunglasses are awesome.

[x] I have gotten my nails done. 

[] I own over 10 purses. 

[] MuchMusic is my one of my favorite channels.

 TOTAL SO FAR: 8

[] I love to have other people do my hair. 

[] I like to give and receive hugs from all my friends. 

[x] I hate bugs. 

[ ] Carnivals are fun.

[] Summer is THE best season.

[] My swimsuit has 2 pieces.

[x] Musicians are hot 

[] You write me a poem and tell me I'm beautiful and I'm all yours. 

 TOTAL SO FAR: 10

[x] I'm self-conscious. 

[] My room smells like vanilla.

[x] I don't do sports.

[x] I HATE to run 

[] I squeal when I am surprised or angry. 

[x] I eat dried fruit as a snack. 

[] I love romance novels. 

[x] Drew Barrymore is so cute.

 TOTAL SO FAR: 15

[x] I dance randomly around the house. 

[] I usually spend over an hour to get ready to leave my house. 

[] I only have like 5 billion hair products.

[x] I love to get dressed up. 

[x] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends 

[] I would love to have a photo shoot of myself.

[] My parents buy me everything I want, whenever I want it. 

[] I apply lip gloss 50-a million times a day.

 TOTAL SO FAR:18

[] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton. 

[] R&B is the best.

[] Horses are beautiful.

[] Kittens are adorable. 

 TOTAL SO FAR: 18

[] I write my own music. 

[x] I would love to visit Hawaii. 

[] I wouldn't be caught dead in all black.

[x] My closet is STOCK FULL of clothes. 

[x] I hate beards. 

[x] I love to read magazines. 

 TOTAL SO FAR: 22

[] I love to gossip. 

[x] I had Lisa Frank folders/posters as a kid.

[x] I love Celine Dion.

[] My showers are 2 hours long.

[] My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned. 

[] I refuse to eat at McDonald's. (WHAT NO! WHO WOULD?)

 TOTAL SO FAR: 24

[x] I have a lot of jewelry. 

[] Much of my jewelry comes from Claire's.

[] My screen name(s) has or had x's in them.

[x] I have more than 3 pillows on my bed. 

 TOTAL SO FAR: 26

[x] I like the color pink.

[] I want to BE Paris Hilton.

[x] I scope the room for hot guys.

[x] I love the mall.

[] I love the beach

[x] You modeled as a little kid.

[] You love receiving compliments.

[] You've been to a wedding and loved it. 

 TOTAL: 30

 Below 10 = Total Tomboy 

Below 20 = Boyish

Below 30 = Not girly

Above 30 = Girly

Above 55 = Paris Hilton

1:Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?   closed
2:Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel?   no xD
3:Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out?  out
4:Have you ever stolen a street sign before? no

5:Do you like to use post-it notes?  YES

6:Do you cut out coupons but then never use them?  no
7:Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees?  bear
8:Do you have freckles? no
9:Do you always smile for pictures?  yes
10:What is your biggest pet peeve?  when people chew with their mouth open
11:Do you ever count your steps when you walk? sometimes
12:Have you ever peed in the woods?   no
13:What about pooped in the woods? no
14:Do you ever dance even if there's no music playing?   music always be playing!
15:Do you chew your pens and pencils?  sometimes
16:How many people have you slept with this week? 0 sadly
17:What size is your bed?   queen
18:What is your Song of the week?  I LOVE YOU~~~~ 2ne1
19:Is it okay for guys to wear pink?  yeah its cute
20:Do you still watch cartoons?  yep
21:Whats your least favorite movie?   romantic movies
22:Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some?  I"M NOT TELLING YOU
23:What do you drink with dinner?  juice, water, whatever
24:What do you dip a chicken nugget in?  ketchup 
25:What is your favorite food?  chicken
26:What movies could you watch over and over and still love?   bring it on, scott pilgrim, mean girls, resident evil movies, i don't know a lot
27:Last person you kissed/kissed you?   my mom? on my cheek
28:Were you ever a boy/girl scout? nope
29:Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine? HAHAHAHAHAH
30:When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper?  this guy, the paper was pretty, it was hello kitty
31:Can you change the oil on a car? no
32:Ever gotten a speeding ticket? no
33:Ever ran out of gas?   no
34:Favorite kind of sandwich? turkey
35:Best thing to eat for breakfast?  eggs
36:What is your usual bedtime?  12
37:Are you lazy?  YES
38:When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween?   spongebob, EVERY YEAR
39:What is your Chinese astrological sign?   .. wae
40:How many languages can you speak?  many
41:Do you have any magazine subscriptions?  not anymore
42:Which are better legos or lincoln logs?   legos
43:Are you stubborn?  yeah
44:Who is better...Leno or Letterman?  leno 
45:Ever watch soap operas?   kdrama?
46:Are you afraid of heights? afraid of falling
47:Do you sing in the car? yeah

48:Do you sing in the shower?  nope

49:Do you dance in the car? no
50:Ever used a gun?  yeah
51:Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? never
52:Do you think musicals are cheesy?   no
53:Is Christmas stressful? not really
54:Ever eat a pierogi?   what
55:Favorite type of fruit pie?  pumkin

56:Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? vet
57:Do you believe in ghosts? not really
58:Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?   yeah, a lot
59:Take a vitamin daily? not anymore
60:Wear slippers?  yeah
61:Wear a bath robe? no  
62:What do you wear to bed? the least amount of clothes i can wear
63:First concert? BIG BANG!
64: Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? walmart
65:Nike or Adidas?  neither VANS
66:Cheetos Or Fritos?  cheetos

67:Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?  umm... both?

68:Ever hear of the group Tres Bien?  nope
69:Ever take dance lessons?  nope
70:Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?  yeah, i'm too demaning
71:Can you curl your tongue?   yeah
72:Ever won a spelling bee? no i always lose on purpose 
73:Have you ever cried because you were so happy? yeah
74:Own any record albums?   yeah
75:Own a record player? no, but my step-g-pa does
76:Regularly burn incense?  ...
77:Ever been in love?  ughhhhh no
78:Who would you like to see in concert?  EVERYONE FROM YG!
79:What was the last concert you saw? BIG BAGNG
80:Hot tea or cold tea?   cold tea
81:Tea or coffee?  coffee
82:Sugar or snickerdoodles?  just no
83:Can you swim well?   no, not at all
84:Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?  yeah
85:Are you patient?   .... nope
86:DJ or band, at a wedding?   band
87:Ever won a contest?  i don't think so
88:Ever have plastic surgery?  no
89:Which are better black or green olives?  neither
90:Can you knit or crochet?  no
91:Best room for a fireplace?   living room
92:Do you want to get married?  sorta
93:If married, how long have you been married? 
94:Who was your HS crush? oh, this guy named Christian, he taught me about fingering and orgasms 
95:Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your own way?   no
96:Do you have kids?   no
97:Do you want kids?  yeah, a boy, i mainly want it to be healthy
98:Whats your favorite color? purple
99:Do you miss anyone right now? yeah, ugh.

1. What is your natural hair color?

     black

 

2. Where was your profile picture taken?

     umm.. by my brother at subway, we were waiting for my sister to get off work

 

3. What's your middle name?

    Noemi, it's my g-ma's middle name too

 

5. Honestly, does your crush like you back?

   ugh, the numbering is wrong... I DON'T KNOW ASK HIM!!!

 

6. What is your current mood?

      tired, babysitting

 

7.What color underwear are you wearing?

  black, most of them are

 

8.What makes you happy?

   music, reading... blogging!

 

9. What’s The Last Thing You Bought?

     shoes

 

10. If you could go back in time, and change something about yourself what would it be?

    not talking about things

 

11. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day- what would it be?

      dog, well my dog she's babied 

 

12. Ever had a near death experience?

        nope!

 

13. Something you do a lot?

       sleep

 

14. What's the name of the song stuck in your head right now?

    ugh, itty bitty piggy .. don't ask

 

15. Since when did you start liking your crush? Be Honest.

     umm.. when i noticed something about him

 

16. Name someone with the same birthday as you?

      KIKO !!!!!!!!!!!!!! and this girl in my 5th period

 

17. When was the last time you cried?

     ... really? last night

 

18. Have you ever sang in front of a large audience?

    no 

 

19. If you could have one super power what would it be?

    read minds, or turn invisible

 

20. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?

     their hair, or smile, if i don't like it, we can't even be friends

 

21. What do you usually order from Starbucks

        oh passion lemon something sweeten 

 

22. What’s your biggest secret?

      WHY?

 

23. What's your favorite color?

        purple

 

24. When was the last time you lied?

      to the crush

 

25. Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows?

    yeah

 

27. What are you eating or drinking at the moment?

       nothing, but i want water

 

28. Do you speak any other language?

      ummmm.. many

 

29. What's your favorite smell?

       japanese cherry blossom

 

30. If you could describe life in one word what would it be?

     manageable 

 

31. When was the last time you gave/received a hug?

      some guy, he commented the way i was dressed

 

32. Have you ever been kissed in the rain?

    no and if so ANIME STYLE

 

33. What are you thinking about right now ?

     i have to use the bathroom and this kid is 10 and has a girlfriend

 

34. What should you be doing ?

 sleeping    

 

35. What was the last thing that made you upset?

     someone

 

37. Do you like working in the yard?

     i don't have one

 

38. If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?

     mine

 

39. Name 5 things in your closet.

     a lot of stuff that is not even mine

 

40. Do you act different around your crush?

      no

well this is about it, night and happy new year